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Hi everyone. I have been listening to the Ishmael's lives for several months. I have been uplifted by every one of them. Thank you so much, Ismael, for all the work you do and sharing your gifts. I have been awake since, I think right after 9/11. I was given my cosmic or soul name when I was driving my car. I was listening to a cassette tape that was talking about cosmic names, and I asked what my cosmic name was. My "I am" presence always responds to my questions instantly. I instantly heard a voice saying, "Ashenar". At that point I had never heard of Ashtar, so I didn't make it up. I know my twin flame or twin soul; whatever you want to refer to her as. Her name is Nyrah. We have both received confirmations that we are indeed twin flames. We are in touch, but we have chosen to stay with our 3D husband and wife. We will be together in due time. Currently we are not communicating much except to touch base. She lives in Scotland and is a retired hospice nurse and is currently taking very close care of her husband who is on his death bed with prostate cancer. By the way, I live in Arizona. She and I address each other as Ashenar and Nyrah. I want to talk about the thing that got me interested enough to listen to every word Ismael says. About 25 years ago before I went to bed I was praying. In my prayer I said, "Where am I going to be after this life. I know you know where I am going to be. Please show me." That night, in my sleep, I found myself in a powerful out-of-body experience. I have had many of them, enough to make it so I knew what was happening. I was traveling through time and space, and I found myself approaching a beautiful blue planet. As I got closer, I was looking at a lush green forest. As I came closer, I saw a white dome-shaped cottage with a patio. There was a man sitting with his legs crossed in mediation. He was wearing a white robe. He had black hair. I am going to share picture that looks just like him. I am a starseed. I am very close to Ashtar. I haven't channeled, even though I think I could if I knew how. I did channel my "I am" presence once just to try it, and I learned a lot in that experience. The thing that got me so interested in Ismael is how he describes 5D homes made of crystal. No one else that I have listened to talks about that. I have so much that I would like to share, but I will do that later.

I started having telepathic experiences in 2006. I haven't been able to control it. I have only had a handful of awkward experiences where I heard someone's thoughts and responded thinking they were saying it with their mouth. Just think about it. That was very awkward. I have had several memories of other lives. The strangest when I was a slave to reptilians and another when I was a flying creature who was fighting a flying reptilian in mid-air.

I haven't enrolled in classes yet. My wife and I are living on our social security and money is tight. I did enroll for Ismael's presentation this Saturday though, and I look forward to that.

Ok, I'll shut up for now. I look forward to meeting all of you.

Love, Duane or Ashernar. I'll respond to either.

In this picture. The man on the left without the beard looks like myself in my vision of my 5D self.